I'd lead you to safety somewhere far from this place
but I've been lost for too long and I don't know the way
I came here in search of a cure for the pain
but instead I am drowning while begging for rain
you say that you love me and I don't know why
I'm so fucking selfish that I can't reply
I'm just so invested in my steady demise
and too frightened to face what I am leaving behind
I dream of you one day forgetting my name
marrying rich and honeymooning in spain
a house on a hill where you spend all your days
and I'm still all alone and so far from that place
you say that you love me and I don't know why
I'm so fucking selfish that I can't reply
I'm just so invested in my steady demise
and too frightened to face what I am leaving behind
I don't want to lose you
but I think I'm losing myself
thinking about the days that would never last
hard to come to terms that it's in the past
you were something great, that I know
but I just couldn't hang and it hurt me to let you go
I said I was numb and I needed space
so we had to part and go our separate ways
but as you pulled away from the drive
then it felt like a knife was inside of my closing throat
and maybe it's a mistake and we should live for today
you and I could be great, if just right now
but when this ends in heartbreak you and I will part ways
go on living our days without a doubt